Don't mind me, just ranting.

[bard_linn]

I figured out why I was getting sick. >_< Turns out there's something in our water supply. *grabs bottled water*



I've been feeling rather weird lately. And I don't like it. It's like I've regressed to a five year old. And on top of it, it's showing up in my dreams. (More accurately, what sneaks into my thoughts when I get off topic. I don't remember my dreams generally.) You know, the accidentally-finds-great-treasure/magic item/whatever-Sueish type thoughts. In other words, I'm having this craving to be SPECIAL. Which is stupid. >.> *smacks self*

And to top it off, I'm borderline fandom apathy. I'm reading stuff and not caring, unable to write at all, and even rewatching is kinda "who cares." I'm tired of it all. But at the same time I'm grasping onto every second of it, afraid that I'll loose it. Yeah, I'm weird.

The best thing for me might to be is take a break. But I'm afraid to.



Stupid-Memes-Which-Are-Like-Having-Only-Half-A-Math-Problem:

kaitou_marina: 3, 4, 5, 8 possible. I'm leaning towards 5. (But I shall never know and always be in doubt.)
hime1999: 3, 5, 11, 15 No clue, cause I am thick headed. o.O Maybe 3?
anax: I'm five. FIVE. *STARES AT ANAX*

Comments

[chiba-yuriko.livejournal.com]

I know that feeling. A break really does sound like a good idea, but I definitely get that - being afraid to. Stepping back gives it as much of a chance to slip through your fingers for good as it does strengthening your love of it. However, killing it slowly because you are holding on too tight is awful too. Just step back for a little bit maybe. Not very long, just a little.

And in my opinion occassionally indulging in making yourself feel special is not stupid. I get like that. More often than I like to admit usually XD;;; But there is no harm in giving in to it occassionally in whatever form floats your boat, you know? It would probably help the need fade away too.

By the way, I didn't get a chance to give you this last night, but thanks for the file ^____^ <3 (And feel better)

[bard-linn.livejournal.com]

Thank you. THANK YOU! I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who gets that feeling- and you summed it up perfectly. *hugs you*

And THANK YOU A THOUSAND TIMES for the pic. *cuddles it* ^______^