Don't mind me, just ranting.
Aug. 4th, 2005 01:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bard_linnI figured out why I was getting sick. >_< Turns out there's something in our water supply. *grabs bottled water*
I've been feeling rather weird lately. And I don't like it. It's like I've regressed to a five year old. And on top of it, it's showing up in my dreams. (More accurately, what sneaks into my thoughts when I get off topic. I don't remember my dreams generally.) You know, the accidentally-finds-great-treasure/magic item/whatever-Sueish type thoughts. In other words, I'm having this craving to be SPECIAL. Which is stupid. >.> *smacks self*
And to top it off, I'm borderline fandom apathy. I'm reading stuff and not caring, unable to write at all, and even rewatching is kinda "who cares." I'm tired of it all. But at the same time I'm grasping onto every second of it, afraid that I'll loose it. Yeah, I'm weird.
The best thing for me might to be is take a break. But I'm afraid to.
Stupid-Memes-Which-Are-Like-Having-Only-Half-A-Math-Problem:
kaitou_marina: 3, 4, 5, 8 possible. I'm leaning towards 5. (But I shall never know and always be in doubt.)
hime1999: 3, 5, 11, 15 No clue, cause I am thick headed. o.O Maybe 3?
anax: I'm five. FIVE. *STARES AT ANAX*
I've been feeling rather weird lately. And I don't like it. It's like I've regressed to a five year old. And on top of it, it's showing up in my dreams. (More accurately, what sneaks into my thoughts when I get off topic. I don't remember my dreams generally.) You know, the accidentally-finds-great-treasure/magic item/whatever-Sueish type thoughts. In other words, I'm having this craving to be SPECIAL. Which is stupid. >.> *smacks self*
And to top it off, I'm borderline fandom apathy. I'm reading stuff and not caring, unable to write at all, and even rewatching is kinda "who cares." I'm tired of it all. But at the same time I'm grasping onto every second of it, afraid that I'll loose it. Yeah, I'm weird.
The best thing for me might to be is take a break. But I'm afraid to.
Stupid-Memes-Which-Are-Like-Having-Only-Half-A-Math-Problem:
kaitou_marina: 3, 4, 5, 8 possible. I'm leaning towards 5. (But I shall never know and always be in doubt.)hime1999: 3, 5, 11, 15 No clue, cause I am thick headed. o.O Maybe 3?anax: I'm five. FIVE. *STARES AT ANAX*
