My stupidity

Okay, so now icedark_elf is talking about leaving FMA. I flipped. Totally. I mean, really, she's the entire reason I'm as active as I am online. And I yelled. Cause I'm stupid. And angry and hurt. But I hurt a friend. Or someone I wanted to be my friend. And that's not fair. I shouldn't let my emotions rule me. God, why can I never THINK!

It's probably because I take commitment very seriously. If I join something I will never let go until I finish my work. And ...I don't know. It just hurts. A lot.

......

I think I'll go cry now.

Edit: BTW, Roy, Al, everyone else in the chat, this isn't your fault. Don't think it is, especially you Roy. This is my problem.

My Stupidity....fixed!

okay, so we've worked it out more or less. *hugs Riza* no crying now. No more angsting. Not that I won't try and keep you deeply embedded in FMA but you know...

Familiar: Family Trees

ALRIGHT, I SURRENDER ALREADY. IF YOU WON'T LET ME WRITE ANYTHING ELSE...GAH!

( Family Trees )

Snatched from Hime-dono

My Unitarian
Jihad Name is: Sister/Brother Dagger of Reasoned Discussion.

Get yours.

Uh huh. RIIIIIGHT.

Serious Post this Time

Snatched from tora_fro

Think about this...

You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Now for a few words of my own. I've been on LJ for two months now, HoS two months as of today. I think in this time I've made some of the strongest, best friends I've ever had. If someone told me today I would have to pick who I would live with the rest of my life (not necessarily in a romantic fashion) I know who I would pick. Wouln't even have to think about it. Now ONE might be a problem but you know...

So thank you. You've welcomed me, helped me improve and grow. You've supported me through the good and the bad. You've forgiven my stupidity. Words can't express my thanks.