My stupidity
Apr. 9th, 2005 12:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bard_linnOkay, so now icedark_elf is talking about leaving FMA. I flipped. Totally. I mean, really, she's the entire reason I'm as active as I am online. And I yelled. Cause I'm stupid. And angry and hurt. But I hurt a friend. Or someone I wanted to be my friend. And that's not fair. I shouldn't let my emotions rule me. God, why can I never THINK!
It's probably because I take commitment very seriously. If I join something I will never let go until I finish my work. And ...I don't know. It just hurts. A lot.
......
I think I'll go cry now.
Edit: BTW, Roy, Al, everyone else in the chat, this isn't your fault. Don't think it is, especially you Roy. This is my problem.
icedark_elf is talking about leaving FMA. I flipped. Totally. I mean, really, she's the entire reason I'm as active as I am online. And I yelled. Cause I'm stupid. And angry and hurt. But I hurt a friend. Or someone I wanted to be my friend. And that's not fair. I shouldn't let my emotions rule me. God, why can I never THINK! It's probably because I take commitment very seriously. If I join something I will never let go until I finish my work. And ...I don't know. It just hurts. A lot.
......
I think I'll go cry now.
Edit: BTW, Roy, Al, everyone else in the chat, this isn't your fault. Don't think it is, especially you Roy. This is my problem.
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Date: 2005-04-09 04:33 am (UTC)She just said she needed a break, I note. You yourself had a bit of fandom apathy not too long ago, 'member?
I have the same problem with not thinking. Just go talk to her. I'm sure it'll be fine.
Get back onto AIM?
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Date: 2005-04-09 04:44 am (UTC)