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bard_linn ([personal profile] bard_linn) wrote2005-10-30 09:39 am

FFVII: Choice

Title: Choice
Summary: Aeris shifted, uncomfortable with her burden. That warned Cloud how terrible this request must be.
Note: Post AC hence spoilers. :) First part of the Manipulation Trilogy
Pairing: None
Rated: PG-13



Choice

“Cloud.”

She came silently as always, a presence that was more felt than heard. Even when she was alive it was almost impossible for Cloud to predict her movements. Now, with all the spirits of the Lifestream behind her, Aeris was almost an enigma. Almost, because Cloud always knew her actions would be tempered by kindness.

“Aeris.” The blond does not look, does not glance from the work in front of him. Even after six months of repairs the church where Aeris once had grown flowers looked like a war zone. Part of it had to do with finances; no one really had the money to spare for repairs on a building that wasn’t needed for immediate use. Even with all the money they had found during their chase across the world looking for Sephiroth, AVALANCHE had issues making ends meet.

Of course part of that was due to the cost of having certain weapons forged and bikes made but that hadn’t been a waste of money. No matter how much Tifa had nagged him about it when he had ordered them. They had saved his life; there was no question about that.

Aeris settled besides him, watching the young man carefully tend the few remaining flowers besides the still pool of water. They stayed that way for a few minutes until the spirit spoke again. “We have a request.”

Cloud knew that when Aeris said “we” she really meant the Cetra. Other spirits rarely demanded anything of him but the Cetra seemed to see him as a type of guardian for the planet. Almost their successor in many ways. No one had asked him if he wanted that title but Cloud was used to just having to do things without being asked. He waited for Aeris to finish.

“It’s…not pleasant.” Aeris shifted, uncomfortable with her burden. That warned Cloud how terrible this request must be. “After what happened, we gathered together to discuss it. Sephiroth should never have been able to return; his soul should have dissolved. The Jenova cells still alive are keeping him…not sane, but still aware. There is a connection between them. Sephiroth’s obsession with her keeps her cells alive and while they live, his wound cannot be healed.”

“Then he will return again.”

“As long as his connection is with Jenova, yes.”

“Then what do you want me to do?”

“Sephiroth had other connections. If the bond was switched, with time Jenova’s taint could be removed. Unfortunately, there is only one person left who was bonded with Sephiroth.”

Cloud froze as his mind finally processed Aeris’ words. “You want me to take Jenova’s place in his mind?!” How could they ask that! How could Aeris ask that? She of all people knew how much he had suffered under Sephiroth’s control. How could she ask him to do that to another person, even if it was Sephiroth? He could never, ever do that.

“Cloud, I don’t want to ask you to do this. But if something isn’t done, Sephiroth will continue to come back no matter how many times you kill him. It could be tomorrow, it could be in two hundred years. One way or another he will return. Can we take that chance? The Planet has been through so much already; without some sort of control over him it may die next time.”

She didn’t utter the next sentence but Cloud could hear it anyway. “Will you have the blood of every living creature on the Planet on your hands?”

And yet Cloud couldn’t bear to take up the mantle of master. The very though made his stomach churn. It had taken Tifa, the Lifestream, Aeris’ death and a great deal of pain for him to break free of his own strings.

What right did he have to ensnare another in the same bonds?

What right did he have to refuse these forces this request, knowing the consequences of that denial?

Taking a deep breath, Cloud turned to look into those dark green eyes and quietly spoke his decision.


Yes, I'm evil. ^_~

[identity profile] rain-of-mind.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
You're right...

YOU.EVIL.WOMAN!

Arrrrrrh we want more!

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! *bows*

All in good time. ^_~

[identity profile] rain-of-mind.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you trying to bribe me with muffins, your evilness? o_O

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I am.

Or rather, the maker of the icon is. XD;;

[identity profile] rain-of-mind.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Awwww... *puppy eyes* When's the next part coming? *pleading smile*

[identity profile] rain-of-mind.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
December starts on Tuesday!

*brightens up*

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
November starts on Tuesday. :P

[identity profile] rain-of-mind.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww bugger...

I think I turned the calendar page too soon, and forgot about it. >_>

*acute embarrasment*

[identity profile] rain-of-mind.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
Hey that's not funny. XP

I'm dreadful with this stuff, I am not even allowed to be the map reader anymore when driving somewhere, because I can't figure out the damn thing. O_o

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not?

The reason I said December is that's when my next break in school is. :)

Awww. *hugs*

[identity profile] psi-neko.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
MEANIEEE!

May I friend you?

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
*CACKLES EVILLY LIKE THE EVIL WRITER SHE IS*

Of course! Always happy to have new friends. ^_^

[identity profile] psi-neko.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
*zombie* Ficccccc.

Thank you.

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-11-01 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
*waves fic, makes like Kaitou and makes it vanish*

I'll friend back! *snuggles*

[identity profile] celes-grant.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
...@#$%...!!!
DON'T END IT THERE ZOMFG

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-30 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
MWAHAHAHA!

[identity profile] nanchan21.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
I am so unbelievably happy that you write FFVII fanfic.

...

That's all my tired mind can process at the moment. *sends waves of happiness towards you* happy, happy, happy.

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
*looks around* You mean me? *blink blink* Um..thanks? *embarrassed* Actually, the first fic I ever posted was FFVII universe. :)

Rest you mind! *hugs*
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[identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
This reminds me of a plotbunny I have a while ago.

I will definately be watching for more of this, it looks interesting! ^_^

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooooh? *encourages plot bunny* More fic, more fic! More fic is good!

I hope I can live up to your expectations.
ext_18500: My non-fandom OC Oraania. She's crazy. (Default)

[identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I mostly don't write fanfic myself, I know that I will more than likely never complete ideas that have the prospect of being long multi-chapter stories.

Most of my admitedly small collection of writing can stand as oneshots.
Plotbunnies that would end up multi-chapter get a synopsis written up and posted on my journal. Anyone is welcome to adopt them if they like them and will get seriouslly fangirled by me.

That icon also reminds me of the title of a recent post I made detailing a plotbunny.

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww. *is sad* FFVII is a universe I can write long fic in. My friend and I are outlining a fic that promises to be very, VERY long. The outline is 20+ pages at size 9 font. XD;;

*nod* Most of my FMA writing is like that, so I know how you feel.

Ooh, I'll have to go check it out!

(Do you mind if I friend you?)
ext_18500: My non-fandom OC Oraania. She's crazy. (Default)

[identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Friending is always welcome, and more than likely I'll return-freind you.

(Yes, I did see this after your mention of that fic on my post.)

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Friended! I love your ideas. :)

(He! Butterfly Effect is very much my baby. I mention it everwhere. *should probably stop that*)
ext_18500: My non-fandom OC Oraania. She's crazy. (Default)

[identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I must have seen it before at some point, hence my confusion and thinking it an already existing fic. ^_^;;

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
No problem, probably my fault anyway.

Have you read Coeurl (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2091727/1/)? It's another Vin mentoring Cloud fic. ^^
ext_18500: My non-fandom OC Oraania. She's crazy. (Default)

[identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh yes, I've read that one. Go look in the reviewer credits at the edit of the latest chapter for MajinBakaHentai. 'Tis me. (And yes, there is a livejournal with that ID but if you looking in the FF,net profile you'll find it has links to that journal and this one.)

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
*headdesk* Linn is stupid. ^^;; It's a good fic though.
ext_18500: My non-fandom OC Oraania. She's crazy. (Default)

[identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
No, you're not stupid, I have, in the past, been less than eager to publise my mutual ownership of both journals (fandom issues in the LotR fandom mainly).
ext_18500: My non-fandom OC Oraania. She's crazy. (Default)

[identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I was on the the border of the dispute most of the time.

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-11-01 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
Still, I've been on the border of some over in my main fandom and that was icky. :( I hope everything turned out okay.
ext_18500: My non-fandom OC Oraania. She's crazy. (Default)

[identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com 2005-11-01 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
I learnt not to let myself get too deep in them, mainly acting as emotional suport for the side I favoured.

[identity profile] owleyes-arisen.livejournal.com 2005-12-06 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
All I'm saying is that you bettr update this fic during the december holidays. It's got too good a promise to leave it hanging like that. Try and work on it when you have the time, please?
BTW - I keep seeing references to you "Butterfly" fic everywhere, but about the only thing I've managed to find out is that it's a FF7 fic. Mind giving me a breif synopsis?

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2005-12-06 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
All you're saying? That's not very encouraging. :P I do have the draft done for "Chain" the second part, but that's handwritten AND it's bothering me as is. It needs time for revision and typing, which at this moment I don't have. It's the last week of classes and I have final next week. I do intend to update this sometime in December. I promised Lumi after all.

Butterfly Effect is a cowrite with [personal profile] kiraya. The reason you don't know more than it being a FFVII fic is we're keeping the lid on it. :P We hope to get the first chapter out by Christmas but we have to finish drafting through chapter 6 before we start posting. We're on six at the moment though its sort of stalled because of school. So you'll see soon enough.

[identity profile] ixnos.livejournal.com 2006-01-05 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
A cliff hanger is fine... as long as you promise to keep writing. :D

[identity profile] bard-linn.livejournal.com 2006-01-05 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
Always. : )