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I love my sister. She's a wonderful, caring, person, probably better than I am.
But I am also sometimes VERY JEALOUS of her.
*sigh* It's stupid, but whenever I look at her four + three new ones from the promotion ceremony tonight (especially when compared to my one I got this year) I can't help but feel like the 'trial child'. It doesn't help when the parents say "ah, well, we'll know better when this happens to [my sister]"
But I am also sometimes VERY JEALOUS of her.
*sigh* It's stupid, but whenever I look at her four + three new ones from the promotion ceremony tonight (especially when compared to my one I got this year) I can't help but feel like the 'trial child'. It doesn't help when the parents say "ah, well, we'll know better when this happens to [my sister]"